Who She?

   I'm not the same person I use to be. I'm becoming acquainted with a new version of myself without even realizing it. I've handled and am handling situations in ways that are abnormal for "me". I'm not reacting in ways that I use to and I don't have the same black and white views on certain topics anymore. Like love. And family. My perspective and opinions are becoming more colorful and out of the box- out of my old box. As on outside person looking at my "self", I'm a phoenix and the old me is lit and burning in flames of immaturity and naivete while the new me is simultaneously rising from those ashes.

    I feel like a major "headass" with this "new year, new me" ass post, but I was just standing at the register at work when my mind began to wander and, like I do often, I began to analyze and reflect on myself. 

    The version of me that makes decisions and houses thoughts based off of how I "should" feel and act his burned away. Instead of battling between the version of me that everyone is use to or the version of me that's perceived by others and one way, or even the version of me that I am use to people seeing, I now move off of raw emotion, my own intuition and energies, genuinely. Not, the version that's watered down after considering consequences and other people's feelings. 

    I'm excited for this new year. I'm anxious for what's in store. I'm looking forward to utilizing this new girl. She's pushing herself more. She's testing limitations and will make things happen. She even bought herself a planner so that must mean something right? Lmao 

    I feel like such a headass with this post. Ugh. I'm going to just end this now before it gets cliche. I just wanted to share with you all this little epiphany I was having one day and it just so happened to happen towards the end of the year lolll

Happy New Year guys! Take heed of this new start and don't hesitate to reinvent yourselves for the sake of evolving. -K